Singles #5

There is mystery in this pho­to­graph, a slight sug­ges­tion of some­thing fright­ening lurking in the distance, perhaps even an echo from an as-​yet-​unwritten future. That is my personal reading of the image now, when I try to look at it with some detach­ment; the reality of the moment, the pho­to­graphed moment, was very dif­ferent: just a quiet evening, a still body of water, and some very, very flat light. And others may see other things entirely. I think what I saw at the time was the empti­ness across the water and the isol­a­tion of the building — nothing more. I’d been looking a lot that day for scenes that were somehow lacking some­thing, scenes that pos­sessed, as para­dox­ical as it might sound, an absence. I made around five or six expos­ures as I stood there on the dam, each one essen­tially the same, but for slight shifts (a little to the left, a little to the right) in the place­ment of the struc­ture: hunting for some sort of balance. When I came to process (digit­ally process — things would be dif­ferent in a darkroom) the pho­to­graph I probably did too much work, made too many adjust­ments; but there was some­thing in there that I wanted to pull out and high­light, and regard­less of whether or not I was suc­cessful, I needed to try.

A photograph by Gareth Jelley.

Hanzhong, 2008.